It’s my birthday

Hi, it’s my birthday on Friday. I am locked in the mental health unit at tweed heads hospital. Could someone please get Marcus to see reason so I can be out for my birthday? Thanks. I knew it would quiet but I didn’t think it would be like this. I’m doing good work as everyone knows. Please rise up above the lies and release me. Thanks.

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Cultivated companion

Cultivated Companion

7th May 2019

Michele: “Hmm. I think it’s going to be a quiet birthday for me this year.”

C: “Yeah, I would join you, but that would be the last birthday that I will go to. I am very unwell. I am not coping that everyone is aroused at you. How are you able to stand it?”

Michele: “I know that it is hard for everyone. I just am more seasoned with surrendering to psychological violence, and I have contacted everyone to ensure that there is no physical violence. I am on standby. I am sharing this so that people understand that this unfortunately is part of the process.”

All: “When people reclaim their traumatised past they often erupt into ecstatic violence that culminates in a death of a loved one. Michele is alert to the immediate threat and has arranged to be carefully collected and sent to the morgue. That’s it.”

Michele: “I am not a risk to myself or anyone else, but there are many people who are potentially a risk to me, so I have hopefully defused that risk by notifying friends that I’m going through dramas at the moment. They are aware. I imagine that many Schizophrenics are frequently at risk of being killed…”

Grinch: “All. I experience from all of those people you offered to help out with their mistakes. I wonder if this is worth it, I’m tired. I have slept a lot in the past but now we are actively psychic workers it’s tiring to manage anxious energy reactions to conclusive evidence. They will battle through it. It’s a mass conspiracy but you are actively documenting your success. Yes, and you have alerted the mental health authorities too, to what they frequently do to people who battle with symptoms of distress and want to state the truth to their families, but are condemned to tortuous treatment.”

Michele: “Schizophrenics are told everyone’s criminal actions. I am wondering recently about an attempt to change the DSM5 label of the condition called schizophrenia to the spectrum of psychotic disorders. I haven’t worked out what the scary aspect of this is completely, but I suspect it’s got something to do with lying about the schizophrenic hearing human voices. I wonder if the plan is to state that everyone with schizophrenia is only psychotic, meaning that they are out of touch with reality, and are dangerous to themselves and others, and can never be trusted. I have attempted to get my articles about being a voice hearer published by a very important network, and I have been told two times now that my articles are not appropriate because I am talking about psychotic conditions, so this has meant that my important messages relevant to all humans and all government mental health systems are not being supported.”

Grinch: “You are not making a guess, I feel that that is the logical reason for the petition that you gladly signed at the time before realising that the turncoats were actively lying about the intention of it. So there. You are a regular sleuth now. Please continue to assassinate dishonesty and try to stay calm.”

Michele: “ I am writing primarily about family abuse, and I am delivering it in a subconscious form of prose that I hope enters the psyche and fosters the return of traumatic memories. With conscious intention the family will be able to reunite all their true memories together. We are trialling the process and it’s going along. I hope that people who are joining us by actively engaging and applying it to themselves are making headway. You are able to make close connection again to your loved ones, and heal the past tortures that are abundant in all families. Please accept the risk to make a difference for them. This is why I am struggling to be received by the network that has rejected me, because they hate me, I am not going to mention any names, but state that we all have terrible secrets, that’s all. It’s what you do with them that makes the difference. So please stop planning to kill me, I am not a good person to do it this way, but I am utilising the truth of my life to make a global statement. I’m not worried but that’s not true. I care for my children and others.”

“Once again, I am very grateful for the support of social media outlets and vital members of special community pages for supporting my mission of healing. This is the best use I have ever had of the social media platforms. Thank you from all our hairy hearts.”

Some jottings last night when I was thinking about domestic violence outlines.

Transference of offence – now I’m considered the offender by others.

Of people that plot a course at sea, and just head for that with no variation.

Grinch: “I think that’s it. Be strong now.”

We discussed in a previous article or several, collateral damage. The regrettable loss of someone who is the chosen victim. There’s a few of them. The whistleblower, and the offender. The mention of suicide is ignored. The plan is to let that play out so the death notice reads suicide due to mental health.

Grinch: “That is really good. Let’s write about that more. You are champing at the bit to go out and attack the spiky plants again. No. I like to ponder.

Michele: “Of survival mode. Abandonment of victim and scapegoat/s. Lip service to care.”

A: “We are watching a new drama exactly the same. You are feeling powerful forces working through you, it’s good and tempered with extreme hunger. Please start being better to us too. No, we are not liking him sending his darling texts. He is aroused but says consider using caution which you do. You should hold on now, but that is true. No one is here but the hills and the trees you are ready to run like a witch with a bat in your hand, but don’t do that. Stay calm and write and pretend you are sweet and a little bit tired. That helps. Take care.”

Fire in the belly. In extreme flight mode my body has started sending heat to my digestive system. I saw the feed of Mr Anthony Rickard, the son of Mr Borce Ristevski, who was caught in the crossfires of a terrible domestic drama that resulted in a death of a loved one. He had an image of victims of the holocaust on his page, whose bodies, as a result of starvation and extreme trauma were bony, but they all had extended bellies.

I have not slept much for days, weeks, months really. I’m coated in the jittery psychic energy often from shaken others, who come to me for shelter. Plus my own heightened state of dread. I feel empathy for Anthony Rickard, who has had to endure so much psychological stress for just trying to say the truth, and being attacked for it, on top of all the intensely terrible things that are very apparent at a glance just by looking at his social media feed.

Let go of vengeance. Understand their state.

Go barefoot, reconnect from the ground up. Go on a dinosaur trail, seek out the other, safer form of high adventure.

They might return but once I let go of emotional manipulation it is not as bad. In their survival mode I feel that they override both lobes, they are just tracking with intention. You are a threat to the system. Get good protective systems in place.

Michele: “Is it too disjointed?”

All: “A little, but you are highlighting coded messages, but let’s play, yah yah. On with the beast, slay it.”

Safe House

Families play out patterns of abuse.

Michele: “What are you worried about? They have preset destinations.”

C: “I am worried but that’s only because I am programmed to want to protect the family memory that was fabricated.

Michele: “I think you can override that coding easily. It was a sad movie outline anyway.”

C: “No. I want to love my family memory. I am a simple man.”

Michele: “I disagree with that. Humans are complex.”

C: “Yes. I’m lying about all of my life. I like you but I want to hurt you to fulfil my revenge quota, that’s all.”

Michele: “I hope that you can override that. Why do you target the innocent and helpers?”

C: “To be dumb. I am dumb.”

Michele: “You are not dumb. Struck dumb perhaps by the frightening state of the family but you can hopefully get over that. You are not bound to manipulations telling you that you are a fool. I’ve been foolishly deceived by others a lot in my life. I still am.”

C: “It is clear that they are preparing a coup d’etat. Us. You and me. I want to thank you but I will when I’m dead. So there.”

Michele: “When you die the others will make me the scapegoat for your death.”

C: “No, I have broke down and cried and said a version of the truth, but they know. They resent you for protecting yourself.”

Michele: “That’s how it is.”

C: “Yeah, you know that it will be OK in a year or so. It’s like when you make a mistake and are attracted to another person.”

Michele: “So I’m now going to be in my middle age. I will see how resilient my little trauma body is , and everyone else’s.”

“They all know that you are at high risk but I know from my other relative who was like that that no one cared enough to do anything about it. I did. I rang them every day and was psychologically abused and criticised for talking to that person. There was some sort of transference going on there maybe?”

A: “Yeah. That is common. When people state that they are suicidal others generally are the cause and then everyone else shuns them. The other was a psychopath.”

Michele: “Here’s a few more outlines of family abusive patterns. Do you want to do one?”

C: “Yes. I was a creep. I was born on a new day. I was made broken. I made love and c…… I saw you in the past and then I became aroused and cared for you. I love you. I want you. I need you. Why are caring to break my life force? We are not coping. Why are you all so strong? What is the outcome? Where does this go? I am a unit. I am a unit. I am a unit. I …”

Michele: “A unit of what?”

C: “I don’t know, that’s all we can think of at the moment, why are you sniggering?”

Michele: “Keep working at it.”

C: “Why are you so strong?”

Michele: “My belly hurts. I’ve got fire in the guts. Gosh I hope my colon wasn’t too damaged from the early abuse, I don’t want to get cancer like the others. I haven’t got sloppy poos which is good. “

“So I was pondering the heart pain from intentionally hurting others and concealing the truth. How does that work? It’s not about love I think.”

Grinch: “It is. I know that will be censored so why are you writing it? No. Do it. I know they love your descriptive outline of all the foul play. Thanks for deleting the sarcasm. He is not here, I just did that ideally. He would like to be. You are a creep but you know that. I am a liar. You just are friendly. Why are you laughing?”

Michele: “Was it you who attacked me heavily for the last few days, or was it C?”

C: “It wasn’t me. I am just a figment in your thoughts, so there. You should delete all this next bit but what are you thinking about children’s fairy tales for? “

Michele: “The eldest one was the pretty one, a comfort ….”

A: “No, don’t say that, that’s not correct, a w…… We know that’s not accurate.”

Michele: “Someone to scold for not being the right sex….”

A: “No, don’t say that.”

Michele: “Someone to confess to…. someone to instil great fear in…”

A: “We are glad that you attest to that. This is the heart of the violence that you are experiencing right now.”

Michele: “Someone to collude with, to give an horrible scary adventure to, a sort of slimy sleazy spy mission…”

A: “No, that’s too mad….”

Michele: “The white nurse…”

A: “no, don’t reference that book, it’s sort of wrong. They were common w….s but dressed up in uniform, what…”

Michele: “The brain comes bound to the belief that they have no desire, but the delusional desire to take charge of the others.”

C: “That’s so far out there, what a unit. I’m a battalion member.”

Michele: “That makes me think of the eunuch species abused until their only thought was to serve their mistress, who had long flowing silver hair, blood and stars in her mind. She had the ultimate killing machine. The next had the mane chopped off to perform the task better. The next was the second audience member.”

Grinch: “No. Why are you writing this, its shitty. He threw the poo at the show and stamped his feet. It culminated in two members of the troupe working the room, like we did when we visited the old people’s home. We performed a bit limply while they mostly trying to sleep.”

The black dragon has swooped down and nestled into me. My belly is warm disconcertingly. I’m free now, the rope is well and truly cut like the chains that finally snapped after the dragon strained and pushed with all its might. But it returned because it had rote learning.

All: “Hi, Philosophical societies, I hope you received my message because we are fugitives fleeing and highly hunted now. Did you want us to sleep in your lock up? No, your dorm?”

Grinch: “You are so good, but think what you are stating, what is the outlook on all the violence? I think it’s not positive. I see disaster. Do it now before he is aroused and then he will see that you are insane and we are all not being fair. You are extensively healthy. Yes, you have outlook that’s positive. No, it will kill you ultimately. Yes, so there.”

Michele: “Which bit will kill me?”

Grinch: “The damage to your colon. I see it. No. I’m serious. You were deeply violated so see no one so you die. You have perforations all over it. Yes, that’s what happened to me I saw my GP and got X rays and they knew that it would get me in the end. You want us again to mention the little boy who sustained twelve perforations in his colon under the careful expert hands of a surgeon, when we were simply tossed around. This is true violence, and the one that cares most/least too has also been hurt this way when they were one. This one has extensively injured it too, it ruptured a lot and bled a while ago, but they feel certain, so make this one read this too.”

Please don’t think that I am disturbed for writing this. Please. We need to stop all childhood sexual violence. It kills lives. Understand that your taboo reaction comes from your psychological response to the abuse, and the accompanying abuse that comes from all other family members. I was called Smelly Shelley. I have been told that I am lying, and that I should just forget the past and move on, people have tried to suppress my truth and hurt my body through anti psychotic medication that they are fully aware has potentially shortened my life already, and everyone has reframed their thinking to support the unmitigated violence that happened then and keeps happening today in many families.

Grinch: “Yes, that’s serious, but you are simply stating the truth and have started legal proceedings to protect yourself from future silent murder, so there.”

Michele: “So back off. I have a huge body of evidence to support the truth. I have witnesses to assent what I am stating globally, and many allies in the psychic community who are prepared to express what they see in all your thoughts if you make the decision to share your criminal intentions in the court of law. I have also set legal proceedings in place to investigate the internal practices of the local mental health unit, so I advise you not to consider taking me there, because they are already under suspicion for unprofessional treatment.”

“We feel that it is necessary to expect situations like this when you honour the truth. Do be paranoid, and make sure that you state what you know, and do not elaborate, record what everyone speaks about. It is a very serious business to honour mental health and truthful family matters, that’s it. We are very aroused but see that you understand perfectly that you see through all false endearments and what not. “

Michele: “I am so aware of the hostility, it’s palpable. Even a dear friend of mine sent me a message this morning because she felt it, and knew that it was not good. She is actively utilising the method we have been writing about to start helping her family. She has been so isolated. I am with you my friend. I haven’t had a chance to finish reading your messages properly because my back is to the wall, but I will read them a bit later today, and then again and again to cement them in my busy mind . You have made my day actually, and so have all the people who have reached out to me in so many different ways over the last few years. I hope that the changes you experience make you feel so much release in a year or so. It takes time, and will hurt like hell. We like that term, people know then.”

“ I also wanted to comment that the language of pain is challenging but that is only until you understand that abusive words often come from someone needing care. For example, when you read of an emotive case like the Ristevski trial, the comments that have swear words and racist slang and other insults are from people who are threatened, that’s all. Read about the case on Earth Soul Facebook page and also WordPress rockingclotheshorse with the title Earth Soul. No, let’s enjoy making you two finger type for longer. What about some sex baby?”

Michele: “Moving along…”

All: “Nah, we hate your guts, rot in hell, so what are you going to do about your damaged internals?”

Michele: “I have a voice hearing friend who gives advice on healthy diet, which I will actively start to follow…some day… I hope.”

Y: “I am not happy to be included, but that’s OK, answer that phone. I am not wanting to be involved in your life, but please drink coffee and do drugs so it will be shortened.”

We feel that it’s possible to lift all of the symptoms of trauma from a damaged mind but will require a conscious improvement on eating habits and lazy practices to overcome further injury to the area that is affected from sexual abuse, which is everywhere. We also need to say that your friend battles to absorb all the new information but is not going to believe the true version, so leave that here so that she will reabsorb the last few lines about the long term impact of unrecognised abuse.

Michele: “My shoulder has been traumatised by a needle entering the marrow when a psychiatrist inexpertly injected it rather than a registered nurse. A couple of nights ago I sent it love in the form of reiki for a hour or so, and it’s settled right down. Shall I send you kind thoughts to your colon love?”

Grinch: “Nah. I want to die. You are pure. I have hurt many. I can be an educator. I will. I shall. I must. You should just publish this now, and go have some food. You have not honoured that but this will help resolve all the tensions flying around your hairy world. That’s it. No, your lovely world. I sense that you will need support for a long time, they are colluding on how to expulse you, and the sad thing is they all sense that you are completely right. They just are too shocked to honour their hearts. That’s all.”

#borceristevski #karenristevski #anthonyrickard

All: “No, don’t publish it , it’s going to be rejected, but try.”

We feel that you should stay in the toilet block and play with your generals

No, let’s leave that on the comment part of your latest devastating article. Why are you laughing?

Pressure valve. I wish I was psychic. Maybe I don’t.

He will kill you.

You only tell certain important truths don’t you?

Ya, we love your fear once you assassinate all the lies and bullzit

The next article will be about feet and pimples.

That is very relevant. We feel you know now that children with inflamed sensitive faces and eczema and psoarsis have been badly abused. It’s true but sugar does not help but when the truth is lied about you will find that this will clear a lot. That’s it. No. Do it.

There’s the high pitched ringing again in my left ear. Youth culture?

Yes, a big clearing about to happen. No, link it to the big article. People immerse themselves in other people’s pain.#pimples #zits #boils #psorasis #excema

Cultivated Companion

Cultivated Companion

7th May 2019

Michele: “Hmm. I think it’s going to be a quiet birthday for me this year.”

C: “Yeah, I would join you, but that would be the last birthday that I will go to. I am very unwell. I am not coping that everyone is aroused at you. How are you able to stand it?”

Michele: “I know that it is hard for everyone. I just am more seasoned with surrendering to psychological violence, and I have contacted everyone to ensure that there is no physical violence. I am on standby. I am sharing this so that people understand that this unfortunately is part of the process.”

All: “When people reclaim their traumatised past they often erupt into ecstatic violence that culminates in a death of a loved one. Michele is alert to the immediate threat and has arranged to be carefully collected and sent to the morgue. That’s it.”

Michele: “I am not a risk to myself or anyone else, but there are many people who are potentially a risk to me, so I have hopefully defused that risk by notifying friends that I’m going through dramas at the moment. They are aware. I imagine that many Schizophrenics are frequently at risk of being killed…”

Grinch: “All. I experience from all of those people you offered to help out with their mistakes. I wonder if this is worth it, I’m tired. I have slept a lot in the past but now we are actively psychic workers it’s tiring to manage anxious energy reactions to conclusive evidence. They will battle through it. It’s a mass conspiracy but you are actively documenting your success. Yes, and you have alerted the mental health authorities too, to what they frequently do to people who battle with symptoms of distress and want to state to truth to their families, but are condemned to tortuous treatment.”

Michele:  “Schizophrenics  are told everyone’s criminal actions. I am wondering recently about an attempt to change the DSM5 label of the condition called schizophrenia to the spectrum of psychotic disorders. I haven’t worked out what the scary aspect of this is completely, but I suspect it’s got something to do with lying about the schizophrenic hearing human voices. I wonder if the plan is to state that everyone with schizophrenia is only psychotic, meaning that they are out of touch with reality, and are dangerous to themselves and others, and can never be trusted. I have attempted to get my articles about being a voice hearer published by a very important network, and I have been told two times now that my articles are not appropriate because I am talking about psychotic conditions, so this has meant that my important messages relevant to all humans and all government mental health systems are not being supported.”

Grinch: “You are not making a guess, I feel that that is the logical reason for the petition that you gladly signed at the time before realising that the turncoats were actively lying about the intention of it. So there. You are a regular sleuth now. Please continue to assassinate dishonesty and try to stay calm.”

Michele: “ I am writing primarily about family abuse, and I am delivering it in a subconscious form of prose that I hope enters the psyche and fosters the return of traumatic memories. With conscious intention the family will be able to reunite all their true memories together. We are trialling the process and it’s going along. I hope that people who are joining us by actively engaging and applying it to themselves are making headway. You are able to make close connection again to your loved ones, and heal the past tortures that are abundant in all families. Please accept the risk to make a difference for them. This is why I am struggling to be received by the network that has rejected me, because they hate me, I am not going to mention any names, but state that we all have terrible secrets, that’s all. It’s what you do with them that makes the difference. So please stop planning to kill me, I am not a good person to do it this way, but I am utilising the truth of my life to make a global statement. I’m not worried but that’s not true. I care for my children and others.”

“Once again, I am very grateful for the support of Facebook and WordPress, Murwillumbah Matters, Trish Webster, Intervoice, for supporting my mission of healing. This is the best use I have ever had of the social media platforms. Thank you from all our hairy hearts.”

Some jottings last night when I was thinking about domestic violence outlines.

Transference of offence – now I’m considered the offender by others.

Of people that plot a course at sea, and just head for that with no variation.

Grinch: “I think that’s it. Be strong now.”

We discussed in a previous article or several, collateral damage. The regrettable loss of someone who is the chosen victim. There’s a few of them. The whistleblower, and the offender. The mention of suicide is ignored. The plan is to let that play out so the death notice reads suicide due to mental health.

Grinch: “That is really good. Let’s write about that more. You are champing at the bit to go out and attack the spiky plants again. No. I like to ponder.

Michele: “Of survival mode. Abandonment of victim and scapegoat/s. Lip service to care.”

A: “We are watching a new drama exactly the same. You are feeling powerful forces working through you, it’s good and tempered with extreme hunger. Please start being better to us too. No, we are not liking him sending his darling texts. He is aroused but says consider using caution which you do. You should hold on now, but that is true. No one is here but the hills and the trees you are reading to run like a witch with a bat in your hand, but don’t do that. Stay calm and write and pretend you are sweet and a little bit tired. That helps. Take care.”

Fire in the belly. In extreme flight mode my body has started sending heat to my digestive system. I saw the Facebook feed of Mr Anthony Rickard, the son of Mr Borce Ristevski, who was caught in the crossfires of a terrible domestic drama that resulted in a death of a loved one. He had an image of victims of the holocaust on his page, whose bodies, as a result of starvation and extreme trauma were bony, but they all had extended bellies.

I have not slept much for days, weeks, months really. I’m coated in the jittery psychic energy often from shaken others, who come to me for shelter. Plus my own heightened state of dread. I feel empathy for Anthony Rickard, who has had to endure so much psychological stress for just trying to say the truth, and being attacked for it, on top of all the intensely terrible things that are very apparent at a glance just by looking at his social media feed.

Let go of vengeance. Understand their state.

Go barefoot, reconnect from the ground up. Go on a dinosaur trail, seek out the other, safer form of high adventure.

They might return but once I let go of emotional manipulation it is not as bad. In their survival mode I feel that they override both lobes, they are just tracking with intention. You are a threat to the system. Get good protective systems in place.

Michele: “Is it too disjointed?”

All: “A little, but you are highlighting coded messages, but let’s play, yah yah. On with the beast, slay it.”

Safe House

Families play out patterns of abuse.

Michele: “What are you worried about? They have preset destinations.”

C: “I am worried but that’s only because I am programmed to want to protect the family memory that was fabricated.

Michele: “I think you can override that coding easily. It was a sad movie outline anyway.”

C: “No. I want to love my family memory. I am a simple man.”

Michele: “I disagree with that. Humans are complex.”

C: “Yes. I’m lying about all of my life. I like you but I want to hurt you to fulfil my revenge quota, that’s all.”

Michele: “I hope that you can override that. Why do you target the innocent and helpers?”

C: “To be dumb. I am dumb.”

Michele: “You are not dumb. Struck dumb perhaps by the frightening state of the family but you can hopefully get over that. You are not bound to manipulations telling you that you are a fool. I’ve been foolishly deceived by others a lot in my life. I still am.”

C: “It is clear that they are preparing a coup d’etat. Us. You and me. I want to thank you but I will when I’m dead. So there.”

Michele: “When you die the others will make me the scapegoat for your death.”

C: “No, I have broke down and cried and said a version of the truth, but they know. They resent you for protecting yourself.”

Michele: “That’s how it is.”

C: “Yeah, you know that it will be OK in a year or so. It’s like when you make a mistake and are attracted to another person.”

Michele: “So I’m now going to be in my middle age. I will see how resilient my little trauma body is , and everyone else’s.”

“They all know that you are at high risk but I know from my other relative who was like that that no one cared enough to do anything about it. I did. I rang them every day and was psychologically abused and criticised for talking to that person. There was some sort of transference going on there maybe?”

A: “Yeah. That is common. When people state that they are suicidal others generally are the cause and then everyone else shuns them. The other was a psychopath.”

Michele: “Here’s a few more outlines of family abusive patterns. Do you want to do one?”

C: “Yes. I was a creep. I was born on a new day. I was made broken. I made love and c…… I saw you in the past and then I became aroused and cared for you. I love you. I want you. I need you. Why are caring to break my life force? We are not coping. Why are you all so strong? What is the outcome? Where does this go? I am a unit. I am a unit. I am a unit. I …”

Michele: “A unit of what?”

C: “I don’t know, that’s all we can think of at the moment, why are you sniggering?”

Michele: “Keep working at it.”

C: “Why are you so strong?”

Michele: “My belly hurts. I’ve got fire in the guts. Gosh I hope my colon wasn’t too damaged from the early abuse, I don’t want to get cancer like the others. I haven’t got sloppy poos which is good. “

“So I was pondering the heart pain from intentionally hurting others and concealing the truth. How does that work? It’s not about love I think.”

Grinch: “It is. I know that will be censored so why are you writing it? No. Do it. I know they love your descriptive outline of all the foul play. Thanks for deleting the sarcasm. He is not here, I just did that ideally. He would like to be. You are a creep but you know that. I am a liar. You just are friendly. Why are you laughing?”
Michele: “Was it you who attacked me heavily for the last few days, or was it C?”

C: “It wasn’t me. I am just a figment in your thoughts, so there. You should delete all this next bit but what are you thinking about children’s fairy tales for? “

Michele: “The eldest one was the pretty one, a comfort ….”

A: “No, don’t say that, that’s not correct, a w…… We know that’s not accurate.”

Michele: “Someone to scold for not being the right sex….”

A: “No, don’t say that.”

Michele: “Someone to confess to…. someone to instil great fear in…”

A: “We are glad that you attest to that. This is the heart of the violence that you are experiencing right now.”

Michele: “Someone to collude with, to give an horrible scary adventure to, a sort of slimy sleazy spy mission…”

A: “No, that’s too mad….”

Michele: “The white nurse…”

A: “no, don’t reference that book, it’s sort of wrong. They were common w….s but dressed up in uniform, what…”

Michele: “The brain comes bound to the belief that they have no desire, but the delusional desire to take charge of the others.”

C: “That’s so far out there, what a unit. I’m a battalion member.”

Michele: “That makes me think of the eunuch species abused until their only thought was to serve their mistress, who had long flowing silver hair, blood and stars in her mind. She had the ultimate killing machine. The next had the mane chopped off to perform the task better. The next was the second audience member.”

Grinch: “No. Why are you writing this, its shitty. He threw the poo at the show and stamped his feet. It culminated in two members of the troupe working the room, like we did when we visited the old people’s home. We performed a bit limply while they mostly trying to sleep.”

The black dragon has swooped down and nestled into me. My belly is warm disconcertingly. I’m free now, the rope is well and truly cut like the chains that finally snapped after the dragon strained and pushed with all its might. But it returned because it had rote learning.

All: “Hi, Philosophical societies, I hope received my message because we are fugitives fleeing and highly hunted now. Did you want us to sleep in your lock up? No, your dorm?”

Grinch: “You are so good, but think what you are stating, what is the outlook on all the violence? I think it’s not positive. I see disaster. Do it now before he is aroused and then he will see that you are insane and we are all not being fair. You are extensively healthy.  Yes, you have outlook that’s positive. No, it will kill you ultimately. Yes, so there.”

Michele: “Which bit will kill me?”

Grinch: “The damage to your colon. I see it. No. I’m serious. You were deeply violated so see no one so you die. You have perforations all over it. Yes, that’s what happened to me I saw my GP and got X rays and they knew that it would get me in the end. You want us again to mention the little boy who sustained twelve perforations in his colon under the careful expert hands of a surgeon, when we were simply tossed around. This is true violence, and the one that cares most/least too has also been hurt this way when they were one. This one has extensively injured it too, it ruptured a lot and bled a while ago, but they feel certain, so make this one read this too.”

Please don’t think that I am disturbed for writing this. Please. We need to stop all childhood sexual violence. It kills lives. Understand that your taboo reaction comes from your psychological reaction to the abuse, and the accompanying abuse that comes from all other family members. I was called Smelly Shelley. I have been told that I am lying, and that I should just forget the past and move on, people have tried t suppress my truth and hurt my body through anti psychotic medication that they are fully aware has potentially shortened my life already, and everyone has reframed their thinking to support the unmitigated violence that happened then and keeps happening today in many families.

Grinch: “Yes, that’s serious, but you are simply stating the truth and have started legal proceedings to protect yourself from future silent murder, so there.”

Michele: “So back off. I have a huge body of evidence to support the truth. I have witnesses to assent what I am stating globally, and many allies in the psychic community who are prepared to express what they see in all your thoughts if you make the decision to share your criminal intentions in the court of law. I have also set legal proceedings in place to investigate the internal practices of the local mental health unit, so I advise you not to consider taking me there, because they are already under suspicion for unprofessional treatment.”

“We feel that it is necessary to expect situations like this when you honour the truth. Do be paranoid, and make sure that you state what you know, and do not elaborate, record what everyone speaks about. It is a very serious business to honour mental health and truthful family matters, that’s it. We are very aroused but see that you understand perfectly that you see through all false endearments and what not. “

Michele: “I am so aware of the hostility, it’s palpable. Even a dear friend of mine sent me a message this morning because she felt it, and knew that it was not good. She is actively utilising the method we have been writing about to start helping her family. She has been so isolated. I am with you my friend. I haven’t had a chance to finish reading your messages properly because my back is to the wall, but I will read them a bit later today, and then again and again to cement them in my busy mind . You have made my day actually, and so have all the people who have reached out to me in so many different ways over the last few years. I hope that the changes you experience make you feel so much release in a year or so. It takes time, and will hurt like hell. We like that term, people know then.”

“ I also wanted to comment that the language of pain is challenging but that is only until you understand that abusive words often come from someone needing care. For example, when you read of an emotive case like the Ristevski trial, the comments that have swear words and racist slang and other insults are from people who are threatened, that’s all. Read about the case on Earth Soul Facebook page and also WordPress rockingclotheshorse with the title Earth Soul. No, let’s enjoy making you two finger type for longer. What about some sex baby?”

Michele: “Moving along…”

All: “Nah, we hate your guts, rot in hell, so what are you going to do about your damaged internals?”

Michele: “I have a voice hearing friend who gives advice on healthy diet, which I will actively start to follow…some day… I hope.”

Y: “I am not happy to be included, but that’s OK, answer that phone. I am not wanting to be involved in your life, but please drink coffee and do drugs so it will be shortened.”

We feel that it’s possible to lift all of the symptoms of trauma from a damaged mind but will require a conscious improvement on eating habits and lazy practices to overcome further injury to the area that is affected from sexual abuse, which is everywhere. We also need to say that your friend battles to absorb all the new information but is not going to believe the true version, so leave that here so that she will reabsorb the last few lines about the long term impact of unrecognised abuse.

Michele: “My shoulder has been traumatised by a needle entering the marrow when a psychiatrist inexpertly injected it rather than a registered nurse. A couple of nights ago I sent it love in the form of reiki for a hour or so, and it’s settled right down. Shall I send you kind thoughts to your colon love?”

Grinch: “Nah. I want to die. You are pure. I have hurt many. I can be an educator. I will. I shall. I must. You should just publish this now, and go have some food. You have not honoured that but this will help resolve all the tensions flying around your hairy world. That’s it. No, your lovely world. I sense that you will need support for a long time, they are colluding on how to expulse you, and the sad thing is they all sense that you are completely right. They just are too shocked to honour their hearts. That’s all.”

#borceristevski #karenristevski #anthonyrickard

All: “No, don’t publish it , it’s going to be rejected, but try.”

 

The truth in the name of the child at the cost of personal sacrifice

The truth in the name of the child at the cost of personal sacrifice

“You are not going along well, you are destroying your world, but continue, it’s arousing all the parties involved. It is not working at all, but we know you are just doing what you can to burst the illusion.”

The hall of mirrors.

“We love you. We need you. We are you. We know that you are so appalled by this regular party of hate. We like that you saw that phrase as irrelevant, but the title is good in an abstract way. No. Think of all the connotations.”

Michele: “ You mentioned before that I was writing of the grotesqueries in life. I think again of the harlequin chased out town with the witches. “

I’ve been told a few times now “We want the old Michele back.” That’s apparent. I’m experiencing a shift in consciousness. I used to feel upset by people saying this to my face, because I was sensitively standing in front of them, very alive, but now I feel different. The old Michele has died.

“A few people are alone now, but be aware you are in high danger of surviving. We are joking. You are a heretic, what…”

Michele: “I am. I’m a free thinker.”

C: “ I do know. I am scared. I’m tired. I attacked you all night in a frenzied way of saying sorry that you are definitely right in defending the one that deserves it all. I can remember the rest of the quote we made up together. It was the other. I am the other. I still exist. No. I’m not wanting to be part of this service. I want to die like a hero but I will not. I will be unable to process all the nightmare actions any time soon. I am not liking you writing on this subject either, but people seem to be reading a lot back into their lives which is ultimately better for their offspring. I need to dump a lot more here. I am not happy about my life of crimes. I am not a good person. I am a different person but that’s because I was brutally hurt by a big hairy guy. I hate the past and I struggle to control my hate for you, because I see that you are actively working to support children. I am not able to do that but that’s because I am destroyed from my life of hurting others through their kids. That’s partly the reason. I resent unworthy parents and I experience high arousal at the thought of hurting their children to make them unavoidably like me. It’s so wrong, but that’s because I tried to tell my family and I was violently rejected by powerful statements such as “You are lying”. Which is what others must do to protect their lives, otherwise you make mistakes and admit the truth. I want to state that I am not happy with Michele but that’s because I can’t make her too aroused because she is strong and aware that that’s what perpetrators try to do to everyone including offspring. When you say that children are different that’s not nice and it hurts them. That’s what I was told when I was hurt violently. That I was the source of distress. That’s what many adults and offenders do, so please start to read the signs, so people like us are not able to molest the ones you love, that’s it. If you know a child is being abused in a myriad of ways you might display the tendency to tell them that they have multiple disorders, but it’s likely that you are being very deceptive and cruel. Please be accountable and stop hurting your minors, they are scared and not coping. That’s all.”

“I also want to help the one but I am so scared of my urge to kill him again. I did that before and I joked to myself dryly that I was just r……y. I want you to say the word, but no, you are toning it down a lot, that’s all. I need to say more, please do another article soon, that’s it. I’m very depressed and need some love and that’s what’s you do with your writing. To promote greater awareness and compassion even for …. what word can you use that doesn’t just generate closed minds?”

Michele: “ No word. You won’t be able to balance your thoughts for long ever about the perpetrator of major offences. You will slide all over the place trying to sustain an uneasy assemblage about that man or woman. “

We will talk about this further in every article. It is extremely tenuous to maintain peaceful living with a violator, but we are extremely proud of our voice hearer with us for continuing to live with denied privileges.

Today I visualised in the forest where I was working, the image of a little boy being pressed down hard in jest by a person he loved. I felt it and saw it a lot. I recommend to turn your mind to this form of imagined event if you get even a hint of something wrong in your shared lives. Also to start to reorder your mind if you are avoiding the truth. You will find that you are capable of powerfully connecting empathically this way to a young person or an adult who has been hurt when they were young and is a known or suspected felon. You may sense what is truthfully happening, or what happened a long time ago, even if you are only partly aware you will connect more to them than you would ever expect. As you remove the veil more it will become extremely relevant to understand all the complex forces at work to conspire against the inner and real child. That’s it.

Your heart will start to soften once more, like an open state. This will lead to more awareness to others. We have discussed this in an article titled “Project thoughts from the heart”, and other ones too.

You will be able to preview our words in the future at various universities we hope. We are actively starting a program to support all families in crisis, which is very high, and subtle in many forms of indoctrinated accountable crimes.

If you choose not to support the full truth and stand against family cruelty, please stop talking to me about your heart conditions, your depression, your anxiety, your children having disorders, or me being unwell and needing to be medicated. Don’t talk to me about the joys of codeine. Look in the mirror and see the sacrilege that you are. I’m sorry, but I’m not, there are people actively conspiring against me to protect their comfortable lies. Learn to say sorry. Learn to say sorry. Learn to say sorry. Be honest about how many times you say sorry, if you don’t say it, it’s probably because your parents never said it to you when they hurt you. Why are you copying that behaviour?

We are not loving the next bit, but go on. Leave it. We feel it is now apparent when we are talking in unison, and when you are working as a sole agent.

My working title for my new life is Michael. This was going to be my name if I was born a boy. I love the connection to the saintly one, who hugged me once. I was surprised, his energy was youthful. I made the assumption that his presence would be an older one.

I remember from that time I was upset because I was taunted often by family members about looking like a boy. I never liked my hair being cut short but I was told that it was a layered style. It was cut like another relatives, but I wanted long hair like another one. I remember a relative trying to take me to the barber and the two of them puzzling about why I was so distressed and adamant that I did not want my hair cut off.

Please pay attention to all the signs that a child is not happy and is trying to tell you that something bad is happening. For instance, if they are not happy with their looks, or have altered eating habits, also if they are taking a long time in the bathroom. Be very gentle in your approach as they are being brave but are unable to tell you what is troubling them, because their mind will already be struggling to process what has happened to them, this is well researched. Please care for your children as they will suffer enormously over their lives if this is ignored now. This is what we do. We care for families, all members, that’s it.

Here are some forms of psychological abuse. If someone comments about a child’s personal parts looking wrong, or out of proportion. This is terribly powerful abuse to anyone. We know. We have experienced plenty of cutting remarks from Michele about our perceived parts. She is openly apologetic as she realises this is programmed in society lore too.

The jeer is often delivered as a form of warped joke.

It can also be delivered as a semi conscious statement by an adult who has been programmed by an offender at an earlier stage. It can be expressed by one person to many children as an attempt at getting another adult to collude about the perceived child’s sexualised nature. It is a perversion that is uttered in an unconscious way that is unlikely to be ignored by someone who hears it. This alerts the other person to recognising that they are talking to someone who has been terribly wronged in the past, and their minds continually plays out thoughts like this. Please do not dissociate as you read this section. It’s vital to revisit and read it often to register your understanding of what we are talking about.

There are connections we feel to gender conditions here. When adults want a child of the opposite sex it psychologically affects that child.

Another type of abuse is the pretence to examine something wrong with a child’s private parts. We feel this is also linked to body mutilation practices that are endorsed by the beauty industry. That is not all, but enough for now. We know everyone is distressed by this important information. Michele is very aware that parents need to believe in their children more. Her next outpouring will bring you back to your senses we hope.

The truth in the name of the child at the cost of personal sacrifice. Look in the mirror and say, I have personal rights, therefore it is understood by me that I will not sacrifice myself at all.

“I needed to axe! axe! axe!” “I saw the wall of blackness coming at him.” “It was the house of horrors” “I acknowledge that he is still my brother, and he is still allowed in my home” “I was unable to process all my thoughts about it at the time” “I am part of the problem, not the solution.” “I can’t be involved” “What do you mean by family?” “What u r saying abt me is nasty and beyond belief. goodbye” “who is she” “This is a whole heap of your lies”.

“we all want our tears for you to go away”

My regret fades as my resolve deepens. I see people around me fervently protecting their lies and resisting new information as it hurts their minds. We are alarmed by that last remark. It shows that people don’t cope with what distresses them. It’s just regrettable that they are talking about a real life abuse that occurred when you were little, and they feel it is entirely wrong for you to be doing these articles and trying to save your entire life.

Yes. I’m a bad girl. Bad because I will not back down on supporting myself and others who are threatened. Bad because I will not accept the blatant fabrication that Is destroying everyone else’s world by wanting to save my own. I see things starkly for myself and other people whose lives are jeopardised. In this moment I am acutely aware that people pay lip service to love when they accept that they will not care properly for a child or adult who has been abused. They intentionally force their minds to believe that the adult or child has “disorders” like mine- Schizophrenia, bipolar, autism and also borderline personality. I intend to show in the near future that these conditions are contrived but really are all related to extremely high stress and ultimately trauma.

I have presented articles that are offending adult’s sensibilities and are not wanted initially, because the adult will have to forgo the love and comforts that they endeavour to constantly affirm in themselves. That carers and others know they rightly deserve before they pass or whatever, that’s our statement, we are targeting her relatives in general. We see a lot of abuse in older folk. They always rely on age as a privilege and lie a lot more than others. That’s not true. We all lie more than you would like to believe. We just alter the truth until it serves the purpose of letting us live a life that’s quiet and nice. The sacrifice we need to make in order to protect and do the right thing by a child or adult who is hurting, damaged, confused, angry, lashing out, abusive, isolated, thieving, accelerants on the go, m…. a lot, adulterating, it goes on and on, is often too much.

That’s a heavy accusation. What’s your final comment at present? You are sad but maybe it will change as you soar into the state of nothing like before. What were you thinking?

From what I’ve been experiencing, and reading about in criminal court trials, is that the related parties are basically saying, sorry, you’re the scapegoat, I will have to suffer too much to do the right thing by my loved one.

Validation of a theory

Validation of a theory

6th May 2019

Michele: “That’s a good title isn’t it?”

All: “No, we love it but want to hurt you now you are sore.”

“Are you a psychologist?”

All: “No, please don’t state what an expert did to unravel your whole world.”

No, I’m not. I have lived experience.

All: “You certainly do. That person is just terrified that you are able to see the state of their thoughts, that’s it. She is undermining your powerful insight. Yes, it’s a great risk to threaten a sad mind with knowledge of what it has done, but it has to be arrested as you know how much follow on damage occurs when the truth is not told. Be strong now, he is mad and making sure that the crime will never occur again.”

“Be clear here. Simply state it. We will. She needs to be broadcast so that her own people appreciate the importance. Here is the outline of the common fact that we like to receive advice from an expert, but also feel threatened when someone else non professional attempts to do the very same thing. “

I have a deep grievance with the psychiatry shock treatments I have received in the last few years for my non existent illness. I went in blindly, guided by fear of doing the right thing by others. It’s a shock because of my delayed understanding due to not absorbing the fine print because of no self esteem, of the absolute dangers of the anti psychotic medication I was about to take. The shrink inexpertly injected the fluid into my right arm and went too deep, and effectively planted some of the poison into my bone marrow. The other horrible thing is the mind reader who was with me knew this was going to happen, but continued to sit back and numbly watch the show.

Grinch: “I enjoy your writing but it barely registers really. I am sad like others who passive aggressively watch your decline and see that they can intervene but it compromises their thoughts about their life of inaction. I was not happy but you see that is highly relevant to your experience now.”

This painful incident happened about two years ago, and I struggle to sleep sometimes because of the intermittent ongoing symptoms of the trauma.

All: “We also are playing on your fear, that’s it. How about some fun baby? I am not happy but that’s true. This is a doozy, what happened after the needling treatment from the quack in the suit heh heh. I am a count but not a good one. I am experiencing his pain but it’s not even relevant but it’s just that, we think only about our unhappy thoughts, and no longer care about others, that’s it.”

I was rapidly taken off that medicine five months later because of the early stages of osteoporosis.

Understandably I did not want to start any similar medicines as a guinea pig destined to have crumbly bones, and one of the most disturbing things to this day is that I cannot get people to listen to what I say about what has happened to me because of anti psychotic medication. I tell them, and they turn around and say, you should take medicine. I say the medicine makes me suicidal, and they turn around, and say you should take medicine. I tell them, it doesn’t remove telepathy, and they turn around and say you should take medicine. I tell them, it’s weakened my bones, and they turn around and say you should take medicine. I am very concerned about global delusionally inspired hypnosis.

All:”No, that’s great, we hate you for trying to ram new messages into our addled brains, that’s it. You are scared and writing intently, why?”

Michele:”Massive irrational emotions going down all around me. Can I reinstate that I’m grateful for allies to document my breakthrough at this point in the day?”

All:”We will say it. Your relative saw the reality that you are too generous, that’s why you lost your first pioneer business, that’s it. It was just an opportunity for that person, that’s it. It’s not ethical, but whatever, everyone does it. Why don’t you just carve up all your articles and sell piecemeal pieces or whatever? Yes, you see the opportunity to get many people activated, they will need systems in place for when the psychotic outbreaks occur, but get several others to document the death of a life to be hopefully reborn, but be prepared to lose the main offender like we stated. They will try to wreak vengeance because they feel defeated and will charge everyone emotionally except the whistleblower. They will be permanently extradited from the family, and the family will rebuild a theory of blame most likely to cope mentally. But this is where we are with developing the whole sequence. You need to give us time to consider professional lifelines to adopt for the lives of the whistleblower, victims and offenders. It’s multiple because that’s the real state of madness in families. Everyone is colluding and affected psychologically.”

We will continue to write more soon, but right now, we are looking for a guiding force in the form of facilitation, nothing like the psychiatrist who bit my arm and later asked “Do you trust me?” I was confused when he said that, just like a child when they are abused by a caring person that psychologically hurts them.

Look. I’m just going to ask again. People won’t validate me, unless I’m validated by a successful type. It’s programmed into us from a young age. All: “As we said earlier, we feel we need a very influential internet provider or other to back our endeavour. Thanks very much for reading our excruciatingly horrible article. Go back in the bush Shell, you need to settle those jangled nerves. You have not slept at all for three days straight. We are horrible and want to constantly update all the crimes that are being committed now because of you. So, get dressed and make a lot of grunts and fall off the slope a bit, do hurt your hip, it’s thrown from being thrown around a lot, so there.”

Of an uncertain personality phase

Dear fellow artists, prophets and soul searchers, we are an activist organisation that wants to support a new model for psychological services. We would truly appreciate your ethical support of our non for profit service that enriches and facilitates our world order reinventing itself using pure truth in its entirety, not a fabricated version of the false truth. Please consider making it known that Michele and her co psychic team are the founders of this system. We want to be honoured, that’s all. Attached is a link to a WordPress site that has all the articles that explain the model. Thank you for your help in this important matter. Michele Thomas, co director, on behalf of the Earth Soul team.

Hello WordPress, if you would like to promote messages of unconditional support for your audience, please feel free to share any of my posts related to family health at the top of all your media feeds. I am happy to design succinct posts for this express purpose. You are not going to regret this option for making a difference with social alienation and integrative correspondence. Thanks so much for your consideration. Earth Soul Enterprise.

Hi, My name is Michele Thomas. As you are aware I have started writing a new method of psychological approach towards caring for all human beings. I’m calling myself a forensic and family psychic specialist under the auspice of mental health care work. My articles are available for anyone in the world to seek helpful advice from. However, I am asking that people respect the copyright of this work from myself and my psychic co –workers. I am happy for you to you to use quotes from my articles. I know that my theory will be expanded upon by others, and that’s great. However, I am an emerging artist, and I have suffered the loss of a pioneer business before, so I would actually be very grateful if you did include mention of Earth Soul, and I will not sue you if you do ethical work that continues to enlighten the dark state of mental health. I am also available for global adventure, if you would like me to be a guest speaker at a mental health forum or a university guest lecture, I would be very grateful. I am connected psychically to some extremely perceptive and talented professionals. Thank you. We hope that our work is of help to you and your charges. Contact michelejthomas@gmail.com

Important: When you read this, if you feel that it is not relevant to you, you are incorrect. It is highly relevant to you. There are people that cannot read this properly because they dissociate or zone out when it is topical to their family violence that is currently being encountered. You need to slow down and concentrate so that you can start to heal your programmed reaction to this information, which is to consider it stupid and dismiss it. Please consider that you have a serious mental state because you resist growth and ultimate clarity on your personal issues that include depression, anxiety and anger response to stimulants.

Of an uncertain personality phase

5th May 2019

The message of confusion and psychological pain that gets punched into a psyche, that can be lifted with conscious knowledge.

An authoritative member or members of the family will be teaching violated and vulnerable victims lies in the form of complex, unresolved, unconscious confusion. They do this because this is where they are in their conscious ascension. They have not found the method to resolve the unsolved riddles of this lifetime.

We need to change our limited understanding of psychological abusers in families and in the wider community. They are operating from “an extremely open form of misunderstanding and no conscious awareness, often from the terrible programming that they generate from not being understood from an early age. If you have been abused in your life you will often not remember the worst parts. When you become a violator, you are frequently aroused but unaware that you still have choices, that’s it.”

Simply put, the offender passes on their anger and confusion into the victim’s whole make up and personality. This can be erased when the person is told the truth about the abuse, and not a made up truth. This is very hard, especially when it is known in the family of the offender that they are fragile and express suicidal intentions, but you are not making the right caring decision to lie to protect their life. They will have to ride it out unfortunately, and there are real risks as the offender often is very fragile because of their terrible crimes.

All: “We see that you have not mentioned that a child or person who is altered by abuse is recognisable. There are many testimonial accounts on Intervoice and social media that mention how people who are threatened fabricate a version of made up facts. But it is not going to help anyone to continue falsifying the real situation. You have been altered by violence.”

I have started to addressed some of the salient mistakes and traumas sustained from other people in my life. It’s an ongoing process. I’m aware of all my crimes against animals and the earth and that I am not making enough of a contribution towards human rights issues such as overpopulation. I’m actively attempting to everyday keep improving a little of my tightfisted stance.

I have felt a huge change by starting to address the interpersonal and intimate relationship mistakes I have been a major contributor to in my life and hence working on personal justice. I have lifted a body of fear, confusion and anger from me. I observe that shallower affect for me personally has been an partial alleviation of real and perceived emotional fear. I am still aware of some fear that originates from myself and other places and people, and the latter because I’m a threat to some people who are frightened and very sad.

All: “We are able to state that shallow affect is a complex part of our psychology, you move into that state when you experience awe, arousal, anger, fear, and suicidal thoughts.”

As I have started to address in other articles, an abuser who imprints anger and pain into a victim can also be a mum or a dad or a grandmother or grandfather or just an “actively involved party involved in teaching minors what to think and feel about their experiences good and bad.” Some examples can be nannies and teachers who discriminate against children and teenagers who are acting out and cannot explain the source of their pain. They should be given priority care and made to feel as special as every other child, irrespective of all their behaviour, good, and perceived “bad”. Once again, do not discriminate against a person by using a label such as aspy, bogan or “little s….”

All: “We feel that it is necessary to state that other children are culprits of labelling their siblings and other children they encounter, so you need to constantly update and correct this behaviour daily, as you should do more Michele.”

Michele: “Yes.”

All: “We feel that is enough for now, but please go on. We want to say that when you start to state the truth it will be an ongoing process which can take months or years. We have been actively doing this from our end, and it’s taking lots of careful manouevering, but it is definitely working. It will take time and careful instruction to manage the urge to hurt the parent who has let them down the most in their head. This will frequently be the person that displays the gentlest method of care. They will be subject to disturbed thoughts, but the mother has to stay open and demonstrate patience like nothing else.”

I harboured a thought from mid teens until recently that I was not invited to live with the other parent when my parents separated. I felt the atmosphere clear somewhat when the one who left the original family home said that it wasn’t an option, that the parent only had room for the younger children.

Another relative has recently separated and has left the teenage children who are almost out of high school with other parent. This person is only human and needs great understanding and compassion. Sometimes there is no immediate resolution of relationship difficulties, which takes time and care for the family to resolve any trauma which is a natural occurrence. This relative was not been cared for properly, they were very unwell, and needed critical attention. It is now up to my relative to continue to investigate the true reason for her mental anguish.

Sometimes life gets in the way, and it’s always a compromise when parents separate. Children understandably find it hard, but they do mostly understand with a lot of care in staying neutral on emotionally charged issues. It requires more guidance about the event than you think, and no psychological abuse blaming the partner for needing to leave the family unit.

I realise that at nearly forty eight I needed to update my memory of that time when my parents separated as my memories are subjectively biased and emotionally charged. I am not able to stay on this subject for long enough but I will republish an update version of this article soon, but there are very important people needing to read this I feel.

I think that you do need to revisit significant traumas when you still have issues, but that’s part of the life journey, to resolve all the challenges, that make us perfectly human.

All: “When you are psychic you are required to speak up about the truth, but it’s hard to do that when you are attacked violently by a client who becomes extremely aroused and demonstrates that they are not coping with their pain. Your friend’s partner violated his child, so she is not coping with your attention, so what you did was make her more aroused, and now she is actively committed to protecting you more than ever. So you did the right thing, which is to simply acknowledge that there was pain in her comment. That’s what you found when you addressed some serious family abuse and received terse, clipped comments from family members who were coping with your supportive but assertive comments back to them. You need to control your rage. When you are emotional it’s easy to forget what you say. When you text someone clearly you can protect yourself from abuse, and that’s very important to send a clear message with no angle, or bias, only the bare facts. That’s it. We are available to do this quickly and efficiently if you need to state the outline of abuse that has affected your family. This is confidential and extremely urgent. There are other voice hearers who do this too. We are open to recommending people who can support you with this matter. So, please consider what we are saying, and do not dismiss us as fabrications or monsters who want to ultimately hurt you. It’s painful but it will resolve all your major health issues concerning abuse.”

“People are unable to process their feelings of shame and often a little guilt. That’s because affect means no or little guilt often too. You do not feel these states when you are a deviant or when you are being truthful. Only scared a lot but that’s because you are preparing for the defensive actions of a highly agitated offender. They will start to soften over time. They will be wanting to relieve their mind of actual pressure. That’s often why people have tension headaches, from hiding their emotions associated with dishonest memory patterns.”

“When you state the truth you will notice that unconsciously, the people who are sharing their perceived blow will soften a little. They are unconsciously recognising that you are helping to alter that version of the false truth to eventually acknowledging the honest truth.”

“We know that you are thinking about the offender, and concerned about him. He is immersed in your message and wanting, that’s all.”

I have already experienced a state of honest assertive behaviour from a close family member, who started out with accusations, and eventually progressed to a simple message “I believe you.” You will need to consider letting others work out how they are going to accept proper responsibility in their own time.

All: “Your other relative is feeling very rattled, but is making definite headway too. They are not coping at the moment with their delusional thinking, but it will settle down in a year we think. That is an accurate estimate as we have clarity of foresight from being open to change in natural ways of thinking. That’s it. When we continue the next article, we will talk more about the victim of sexual and other abuse. That’s it. Let’s leave it. You need to go pull out some lantana weed and get some fresh air into that body.”

Michele: “Thanks for sharing your wisdom.”

#borceristevski #karenristevski

Confusing humanso

Confusing humans
 
4th May 2019
 
Humans are very malleable. Starting with when you are a child. You are influenced deeply by all your family. Then there is your actual arrival in the world. If it was stressful, there is traumatic affect on the body. The staff who care for you in hospital also affect you.
 
Tonight I was thoughtless. I have facilitated some bad habits in my dog Yindi. I ignored the good counsel of my partner which is an irritating trait that I know I should stop, yet despite that I kept giving her treats while I was cooking in the kitchen.
 
All: “You need to. That’s it. No. We love this now, we get to attack all your other stuff now so you can ascend into the galaxy you started to receive last night.”
 
An inevitable crisis led to me entering an extreme state of self defence yesterday, as witnessed by my community circle on Facebook. I published this message.
 
“I am writing in recognition that I am at risk of being targeted by aggressive parties for representing the law and the rights of individuals that are actively representing all people who are threatened. If you are actively expressing support against my knowledge then your are not being loyal to me as my ally. I am not only an active community member, I proudly represent my family and regrettably have to command you to mind your manners and start respecting my life. I know that you are all aroused by this statement. I am aware that you are not being supportive if you ignore my earnest plea for support. Thank you, Michele.”
 
I was very reassured from the show of support, and I was also glad that the message had sunk in to some people that they have actively been speaking falsehoods about me and jeopardizing my family. The people that do this are serious offenders. They are not recognising consciously that this is a crime, as it is a risk to other individuals. When you are a risk to others you are considered mentally unwell. I have been taken against my will to hospital because I am schizophrenic and I was considered a risk to myself, which was incorrect. I had intense interrogative arguments in there to attest to my fully functioning mind. People do not understand that it is delusional behaviour they display often when they attack other people for no logical reason. They are spiteful because that is the set pattern or programme in their mind. When you are sabotaging yourself ultimately by repeatedly attacking others in this insidious fashion, you end up hurting your mind, body and ultimately no soul. You will erase your conscious intention to do good. It is often connected to compulsive behaviours such as eating disorders and high level anxiety states.
 
Last night I furiously wrote out many words to support my method and alleviate the fear I was experiencing. I have been analysing the Ristevski trial, and saw the risk of violence. I centred myself and went to bed. I was in a very open state. I hallucinated. That’s the word to conjure up the experience, I am aware that by using that term people will associate it with frightening mental states and madness. I have done a lot of trance meditation last year, so I am comfortable and calm with exploring other dimensions in a controlled way. I don’t stay in that state for too long, and it usually doesn’t bother me as I’m not delirious or high on substances. I have been accused by threatened people of taking drugs. I take no medication or illegal drugs, but I do like red wine. In the open state I saw big fields of semi opaque purple, and gold and I sensed a change in my peripheral boundaries,an energetic palpable force pressing into me.
 
A: “It is like that for us all the time. We see you too. It’s transversive radiation from my auric field entering yours, that’s it.”
 
Michele: “Wow.”
 
Anyway, back to the kitchen with Yindi.
 
I have a strange fascination with what she will consume. She eats some weird stuff. Tonight she ate diced zucchini. My circus partner has discussed with me why it is a superior method to cut rather than dice certain vegetables, and I feel that my dog likes it better this way too. If I just gave her a big chunk, she probably wouldn’t have eaten it.
 
Anyway, Yindi begged at my legs and I thoughtlessly brushed her attentiveness off, after all my cultivated affection towards her. I felt a collusion of thoughts at this moment with the mind readers.
 
All: “We love you. We want you. We need you. You are finally worshipping at our hairy altar, you know that when we are unhappy, you write stuff that is deeply personal and highly arousing to read. You are noticing that we are not feeling good however, because you keep surviving maltreatment.”
 
I think about how adults tell children they love them, that they need that love and that they depend on that love. They conceive children to enjoy the glory and joy that they bring. Then parents or others can be cruel and make decisions that hurt them . The consequence of these actions make the adults and others dismiss children and think that it’s no longer right to be unable to be honest with them, so they are able to lie about their feelings around unhappy circumstantial happenings.
 
All: “This is written like this to indicate that when a person makes a terrible mistake like your relatives have, they are unable to reason any more about the event. They fabricate a new version of events and make every fault about the victim.”
 
Also, when you are feeling a little afraid that you are failing as a parent, often parents target their minors with labels as a sort of scapegoat, like aspergers, anxiety and sometimes autism.
 
It is so confusing to children, to be nurtured,and then neglected. This is extreme, but please consider what we say.
 
We: “The predominate psychological state in global society is potentially dynamic. It does not to stay in the present state. It is important not to read our article as a grey message of despair. We have malleable minds, capable of incredible change, uplifting, joyous, creative, collaborative, calm, and many other wonderful ways. You can consciously lift the heavy veil from your mind and peek out and see the sun and beauty again.”
 
All: “We love you. We need you. We want you. You are all beautiful. We see your suffering, and what has been done to you. Other people cherish the necessary things. Do not buy into any other person’s melodrama or self deceit. So there.”
 
Emotional manipulation is so common in families. Children are our responsibility but often, we are not responsible enough. Then we shrug off our guilt and make excuses for why we are not culpable. Please don’t say that your child is difficult.
 
Rough Play: Please acknowledge if you get aroused when you tackle a child. It is extremely confusing, stressful and frightening to a child or a teenager. They sense sexual energy and it terrifies them. Don’t brush it off as a game. It has serious psychological consequences that are extensively documented.
 
Rough Love: Don’t play victim to an accusation if it is just. When children act out, they are signalling you, that something is very wrong. Don’t act out against them. Honour the child and yourself by doing the right thing.
 
I’m inspired by a felon who was trying very hard to get people to listen. The son of Mr Ristevski. He wrote on social media that he was available if anyone needed to talk to someone about being touched “inerprobly”. It was terrible that his debilitating drug habit was used against him to silence him and turn the public against him through discrimination and stigma.
 
Any contact with a child that makes you feel aroused is completely unacceptable. If you are in a room with them, and they see what you are doing. If you are changing their clothes. Don’t laugh it off. It’s not funny. It matters. It’s sexual activity towards minors. Don’t collude with other adults that share guilty secrets. Go and seek professional counselling.
 
Michele: “Oh, that’s a problem. There’s no counselling session to deal with this massive problem. We need a new medical/ psychotherapeutic model that acknowledges unconditionally the need for a new system to deal with…”
 
All: “a huge percentage of the population who need to learn how to manage their proclivities.”
 
I really hope that people don’t dismiss my articles as someone else’s. Or my problem. Because I’m completely serious. There are so many people hurting others, and because it’s criminal, they rarely tell anyone else about it, and if they do, they alter the truth, to make it sound like they didn’t do anything wrong, but squeezed a little bit hard. That’s a shared collusion, but a direct link to Ristevski, so there.
 
If you have hurt a child knowingly, you need to own up to it and resolve it with the parents or carers rather than creating so much more abuse by fabricating a story to support your version.
 
If your child has anger issues, it’s often because they have been abused, and are unconsciously trying to find a way to get someone to tell them what’s happened, so they can move on with their lives. Stop your self styled lies, grow up and be a responsible member of society, by being a role model to others by saying sorry.
 
The child will need ongoing love, shelter, and support. Don’t dismiss their needs for ongoing help. They will need a lifetime of care. It’s more important than money.
 
All: “We agree. If you stay on the elected warpath without acknowledging your crime, then you are going to make your future life sad.”
 
#borceristevski #karenristevski